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Irrational Anthems

by Merci Van

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1.
Demons 02:52
I have a demon inside of me And I only see him, when I need him My friend, my only friend If my son grows up obsessed with the sea He won’t be burdened by a family In another world we could get along But this is the reason to take aim without reason at all We all have beliefs that we would like to set free But it’s not a system for humanity I have have a demon inside of me And I only see him when I need him My friend, my only friend My very best friend.
2.
Over the hills and through the woods You won’t get lost even if you could A compass does you no good You will not believe it Something skeptic you behold Your eyes have drained of all your gold Peace has slipped within you hands You will not believe them Autumn sun makes leaves turn gray Your shadow was born on Christmas Day iSister of mercy she won’t pray long You will not believe her Coldest winter day is here and I cannot consume your fear Your wolf is stuck in the neighbors trap You will not believe her You will not release her You will not feed her
3.
Oppenheimer 05:10
Your skin so pale and thin it surrendered a war The clavicle within it could cut through the floor This dance that we are in it goes right to the door It’s a shame that you forgot what you were fighting for Your wood plank daydreams for sale Your wood plank daydreams for sale Your wood plank daydreams for sale And its not worth the price that you bought it for The monster that’s within is a thumping bore The Oppenheimer syndrome will make you roar This bomb that you are building is not what you think it’s for It’s a shame that you forgot what you were fighting for. Your wood plank daydreams for sale Your wood plank daydreams for sale Your wood plank daydreams for sale And its not worth the price that you bought it for
4.
Memory 04:28
Don’t neglect me in your memory Too kind to collet me in your company The mad man in me Feels comfort as he sleeps The lord loves a crier and he saved all the liars Don’t neglect me in your memory The scent of a church in an overheated room Sit in a circle to unsee the view Panoramic pain Only ends in time To pacify the seasons Running through your mind Don’t collect me in your memory Too kind to collect me in your company The madman in me Seeks comfort as he sleeps Don’t neglect me in your memory Write me a love note Add it to your song Tell all the birds Where I’ve gone I passed judgement on the gates Found them wanting more Don’t neglect me in your memory Don’t neglect me in your memory Too kind to collect me in your company The mad man in me Feels comfort as he sleeps The lord loves a liar and saved all the criers Don’t neglect me in your memory
5.
Gravity of awkward conversations Not mapped by any constellations Flow like a serpent ecstatic in the current Of underground sunbeams shaped Like the color green Forest green Fingertips twisted like hoses in the summertime Will happily trade your iron for your wine Darkened black doorways singer louder than your songs Sung in a world where you don’t belong You don’t belong You don’t belong to me Stuck late at night you can never be right While you tell yourself You’ve done nothing wrong You’ve done nothing wrong you won’t be here long Thick thighs in plastic sit out on the countertop While the oven is stripped of her heat Her white hot heat Her much needed heat If I had space in your bed I would use it To play dead and listen To all kinds of music Awake without conscience to be misplaced each day I’ll never tell, I needed this I need this I need this
6.
The Artist 09:02
How do you see? The white man’s face in the snow The angels you are making will never learn to fly The sun us barely shining, the story in this sky The rabbit isn’t missing, he is too afraid to move If I were him I would be there, I would want to comfort you I am not in heaven , I am too afraid to yet I am not forgotten I’m a tale that you tell How do you see? The white mans face in the snow. Nothing seems to change I know But the world won’t stay the same you know My feelings stay the same I know But you won’t say that you‘ll never go The man who lives below my floor Won’t drink with me because I’m a bore The spaceman still gets too fucked up to make amends for what he’s done The genius that we though had died is not what I would call survived Brother seems to be doing fine, I don’t know how he keeps his mind I do not know where I fit in or where I should begin Nothing seems to change I know, the wold won’t stay the same you know The artist draws a bath that’s cold, he wonders if he will grow old My mystic frolics on young skin while complaining that it’s not a sin The filmmakers have come to town while wearing purpled flower crowns I do not know where I fit in or where I should even begin Nothing seems to change, the world won’t stay the same Oh I wish I could color Oh I wish I knew how Oh I wish I could color I wish I had learned now If I could color My fingers would breathe life into pictures Oh I wish I could color I wish I had learned now Oh I wish I could whistle Oh I wish I knew how Oh I wish I could whistle I wish I had learned now If I could whistle I would do whatever I please Oh I wish I could color I wish I could whistle I wish I wanted to learn now

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Mastered and Recorded at Swordpaw by Paul Coleman
Mixed, Produced and Additional Vocal/Instrumental Tracks Recorded by Joseph Beaty

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released July 8, 2023

Alicia Macier- Vocals, Guitar, Violin and Accordion
E.S Cormac- Drums
Kat- Synth/keyboard
Joseph Beaty- Bass, Guitar, Vocals, Percussion

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Merci Van Saratoga Springs, New York

Synth post folk music from New York. Members are Alicia Macier Van Scoy, Ed Cormac and Katlyn Celentano

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